ugh

First day and theywant to take me to pizza hut. Wish me luck on self control.

A September 1st Start.

I ended up deciding to take a break from the lifestyle change until I was 18 and could have a bit more say in my life..

Long story lol, but mom pretty much said until I was 18 I would eat what SHE said.

So time for a Sept 1st start.

Breakfast: 2 scrambled eggs, 2 pieces toast.

Going to eat and head to class, but I have a question. I walk around campus all day and then when I get home I just dont' feel like exercising. Should I see how I do with just walking around campus, and if the weight comes off then only add exercise when I feel like it? Or should I make myself exercise anyway.

Goal 1: Get off diet soda. Even if I'm drinking 1 or 2 regular sodas a day I need to get off the effects of aspartame and artificial sweeteners put in soda.

*is really feeling confident*

My water intake is way up, my calorie intake down, and while I'm not majorly working out I feel great!

Breakfast today: 3 eggs scrambled 2 pieces toast
Lunch: 2 chicken breast with 1 cup shells n cheese

I know not great

I also had some watermelon which was amazing!

I may try wrapping the chicken in spinach and see how it is, I've never had spinach but trying my hardest to add it in some.

I will blog again later to let you guys know how the rest of my day went!

Ehh..

Yesterday went pretty well. Lunch stayed good, and I ended up with a hell of a workout because we went to see grandma at the hospital, and I was walking around it a lot helping get her ready to be transferred to the nursing home. Then, I saw Kevin R(Ok since I want to start blogging again I should clarify there are two kevins in my life, Kevin V is my best friend, and Kevin R is my boyfriend, I will try to clarify which one I mean)who wanted to walk around some so we could chat. It went really good, it really made me notice how much I've changed. I used to be the shyest person alive, and I am so outgoing lately, I'm guessing that's a good thing? Normally when I see guys I like I shy away and get scared, yesterday I was out there and it felt good. I have no idea when I quit being shy, but I love it, and hope that that's what it takes to change my life.

Anyway, between the working out and the not being used to the low calories I ended up with a fast food dinner since I was out all night. Would be great if I woulda been good and got something low calorie, but a 12 piece nugget and a large fry from chick-fil-a is not good. I didn't eat near all my fries though, my mom did lol.

I still felt pretty guilty, but figured all I can do is pick myself back up. Anyway, I will blog again before I sleep tonight, now to catch up on all the ones I missed with being gone all day yesterday.

Today has been good

Only 7:40 am and I've had breakfast and a work out.

The work-out kinda sucked. I was meant to be doing the Couch to 5k, but I started feeling really light headed when I tried to jog, so I decided to just walk for half an hour. Well now that I'm done I feel really light headed and don't feel like doing much, so am just letting myself rest for about half an hour, then need to shower and get ready.

I've decided I want to be under 200 by the end of the year, that's only about 15-20 pounds to lose, so very doable. Wish me luck on that, if I'd just stick to the lifestyle it may be easier!

Oh and did I mention, I've only been home about 5 mins and it is now pouring rain, glad I didn't decide to walk any further!

I was tagged :o

First of all, thank you, Karen, for tagging me!

RULES
1.Respond and rework; answer the questions on your blog, replace one question that you dislike with a question of your invention & add one more question of your own.

2. Tag eight other people

What is your current obsession? Hmm, obsession? Sims 3.

What are you wearing today? right now just a t-shirt and shorts.

What’s for dinner? Hoping to make vegetable soup.

What’s the last thing you bought? I don't even remember, I don't buy things often lol.

What are you listening to right now? Someone on Food Network.

If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go? England

Which language do you want to learn? Hmm, I already speak spanish pretty fluently, so I would like to improve that, but aside from that maybe french?

What do you love most about where you currently live? Absolutely nothing!

What is your favorite colour? I like pinks and greens.

What is your favorite piece of clothing in your own wardrobe? My lime-green shorts.

Describe yourself in three words? Tired, crazy, unmotivated.

If you had $300 now, what would you spend it on? Getting myself to Peoria.

What are you going to do after this? Work on some excel files.

Your favorite smell? Grandma's kitchen when she's cooking.

Do you collect anything? Sure

What makes you follow a blog? If it's on a subject I'm interested in, and the person isn't "bland".

What's your favorite kind of onion? I actually don't like onion.

What’s one thing you dream of doing? Being "healthy"

What is your biggest regret? I don't have any big ones yet, give it time.

What is your favorite thing to do on a rainy day? Read, hang out online.

Do you have a tattoo? Yup, butterfly.

What are your favorite books? I won't even get into this, I really like books, and love to read. I will just say twilight + harry potter are on the top 5 series list, and Sarah Dessen is on my top author list =)

Are you left handed, right handed, ambidextrous, or a little of both? Right handed/Ambidextrous. When I was younger I was completely Ambidextrous and my grandma yelled at me when I did things with my left hand, so now it's pretty useless lol.

Are you a big fan of memes? Occasionally.

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2. Crystal from A Little Less Crystal
3. Lyn from Escape From Obesity
4. Nat at Oh To Lose!
5. Tony from One Man's Trip to Half
6. Lola at Lolafierce
7. Hollie from Hollie's Weight Loss Blog
8. Lori at Finding Radiance-my weight loss journey

What is wrong with me!?

Everytime I am the least bit active I feel like I am broken for weeks. The other day I played tennis and baseball on the wii, and now I can barely move or bend my knees! I'm trying, I really am, but it's discouraging when I'm in so much pain everytime I do anything that can be counted as a work out.